The last couple of months have been filled with a flurry of activity
After months of cursing and wondering why I wasn’t getting a job, I got three job offers.I decided to go with the one that made most sense-in terms of long term career growth.And boy, do I regret it now.While I do enjoy the job, my manager drives me up the wall.If I had to describe him in one word, I’d call him an asshole.
I could feel myself drifting back to the world of self pity and sadness.I would hit snooze every time the alarm went off and think to myself, is this even worth it? I knew I had to do something that would make waking up worth it. So what did I do? Well, I joined swimming classes.
The first day of class, I woke up at 5am, sat on my bed and had this sinking feeling in the gut of my stomach.
“What if I hate this too? What if I suck? What if everyone else there is going to be younger than me? What if the others laugh at me?”
I wanted to go back to sleep right then, but I somehow made it to class.An hour later, I realised this was the best decision I had ever made.There were people in their 60’s, there were people who were fighting their fear of water, there were people who were recovering from accidents.I was inspired.I enjoyed being in the water. I also had something to look forward to every morning and although I still hate looking at my asshole managers face, learning how to swim did something for me, that I haven’t felt in a long time.
Learning how to swim gave me purpose. 🙂
P.S : Anyone hiring for an account manager? I’m your lady. 😛